my life.

My life isn't as great as you all think.
I have a lot of problems to deal with and to solve with.
I have to bear all of them by myself.

Who am I to have someone to share my problems with?
Who am I to have someone to comfort me when I'm sad and cry?

I think, I'm the only person in this world that has to act happy in front a lot of people like there's nothing happen.
Pretend to smile, pretend to laugh, pretend just like I have a perfect life. That's me; Adeline the stupid one.

I'm suffer, stress.. EVERYTHING!
Sometimes, people complain this and that to me. I told myself in my heart, "you're life is better than mine."
I'm a very good listener, but who will be my good listener? I'm not a good talker btw... I don't blame other people tho.

However, I'm glad to have my son to make me angry, to make me happy, and to make me burst into laughter everyday. :)
Thanks God to give me this little precious one into this world of mine.
It makes my life become perfect, as perfect as a fairy tale. =D